Getting this off my chest finally…

You know, all the years I put up with his abuse, all the times I begged him to stop.. he never ceases to amaze me. He’s done a number on me mentally and emotionally. I’m so screwed up now I can’t even fucking think straight anymore. He plays with my head so much that I don’t even know whether I’m coming or going.. from one minute to the next with him it’s “you are a worthless whore” then “i love you and care about you”. But now, now he’s trying a different approach. The “I’m perfectly fine, and